Words fail me - blank...

A long weekend but didn't seem to really enjoy it...can't really explain why, can't seem to also express in words, can't even seem to understand myself at times too...It was raining heavily yesterday, grey and threatening clouds lurking over my head. They seemed to form long and huge shadows that would easily engulf one in complete darkness at the quickest possible time...This time, the rain didn't seem to bring much comfort like it always did. It felt cold right to the core of the heart...I went to bed with Pepper in my hand and Purple by my side, hoping to get some warmth...